What to do?

I feel so....
I don't know how to say it.
I don't want to study but i have to.
I want to sit and watch tv but it feels wrong and there is nothing to watch.
I want to surf the net but there is nothing nice.
I want to sleep but i am not tired.
I want to shop but there is nothing for me to buy.
I want to talk to people but they always end up irritating me.
I want to go out but don't know where to.
I want to hang out with friends but i am not supposed to.

IS THIS EXAM STRESS?
Cos my exam is in 5 days.

Exam performance

'It’s very tempting to spend a lot of time on
social networking sites and get easily distracted by
other people, but you need to be protective of your
time and emotion leading up to your exams. Keep
focused on yourself, and limit your distractions
of anyone or anything that makes you feel bad, is
meaningless or unnecessarily occupies your mind in
an unhealthy way.'

- ACCA's SA June -

Exam AGAIN

Exams are coming!It was two months,then a month and now...A WEEK!Funny how after having to sit for them so many times,i still get nervous.

Still busy preparing for them.Losing the momentum day-by-day.I am SO TIRED of waking up and the first thing that comes to my mind is...

'STUDY!EXAMS ARE COMING.THEY ARE DIFFICULT.YOU ARE SO NOT PREPARED!'

So,i have been telling everyone how i wish i am not studying.But,as always,their reply will be..'Study life is the BEST.No need to worry about anything.Just concentrate on studying'.Who says there is no worries when studying?If it was just studying WITHOUT exams,then i do agree.But when it is WITH exams,it is a whole different story.No matter how prepared,there will still be the worry and stress.

Why can't i wake up and find that my exams are done?

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When you know that something doesn't suit you,
Will you still go for it?

A break

Thursday..
Didn't study.
Did a lot of fun stuff.
Ate and ate.
Family time.
Sang.
Continued family time.

Friday..
Breakfast.
Family time.
Went for a few walks.
Ate and ate.
Did a little studying.

ENJOYED MYSELF.
Looking forward for more FAMILY TIME.
But without exams approaching.

Eyes

Currently having...
LEOPARD PANDA EYES

Emo no more

Someone told me,
that i have been so emo lately,
mostly negative.
Tonight i am going to be emo again,
but positive emo.
Is that acceptable?
=)

Exams are in less than 3 weeks.
Argh!
Scary to count down,
but i do want them to be over.
Have to keep my focus.
No more lazying around!

Sleep

I still dream of you....

Up the wall

Some things just drives me up the wall,
And one of them is YOU.

Has been quite some time,
since i have gone on a roller coaster,
and the last week,
has been the worst.

I do not want to care,
or bother,
about what happens anymore.
Why should i waste my time?

Concentrate on my studies now,
and get what i want later.
It is not that i can't afford it.
When i do get it,
I will make sure,
nothing like this happens,
AT ALL...

Belong

What is not meant to be mine,
Shall not be mine.
And i will have to let it go.

Fate

Just a few days,
And i am thinking of you so much.
Miss having you around,
even when you give me headaches.

Let fate decide,
If you will come back to me,
Or not...