Dance,dance,dance

Dance...dance...dance...

I so love to dance...but only Latin and maybe ballroom (haven't tried that)

I think i had this passion all along just that it was always hiding in some dark corner.

When i was young,if i am not mistaken,i was at my aunt's house..and all of them gathered round me and ask me to do the twist and i have to go down and up.Well,as i already said i was YOUNG at that time,so i did and enjoyed myself cause there were people watching me.No more the 'twist' after that.

I also used to LOVE watching any movies that had dance element in it.INNOCENT STEP is one of my FAVOURITE which i can never get bored.Watching those movies make me want to dance and BE like them ONE DAY...but to me,all that was just a fantasy and dream.

Finally,one day when i was in Form 6,one of my best friend asked me if i wanted to learn Latin dance.I made up my mind immediately that i will..but later when i asked mum about it,she was reluctant to let me cause the instructor was a guy.I had to plead and give all the reasons that i can think of just for her to say 'YES'..Finally,we came to a conclusion that i will give it a try and see how it goes.And since then.....

The feeling i get when i am dancing...it just makes me forget about everything,all the stress,unhappy things,worries...and makes me feel happy.I can be myself and really enjoy.

So many things that i like doing...playing the piano or the drum,playing badminton,swimming,playing with the pups,shopping....but nothing feels more satisfying that dancing,even getting good results.Because they all gives me only that ONE moment of happiness whereas dancing can even make me dream when i sleep at night.

I am talking so much about dance and how much i love it but it doesn't mean i am good at it.Dance for the fun of it.But,if i DO get better in it,then there will be another level of 'I LOVE DANCING' and fun-ness....

I think i better stop now.I can go on and on about it,just afraid that those reading will think i am crazy.Haha...

Conclusion about dancing...I LOVE it and can't live without it.Dancing has really changed my life and the feelings that i get from it is indescribable..

PS: Starting to think about having my own dancing studio in my FUTURE HOUSE.Whoever becomes my husband (if i have one)..please remember that =)

Ah.....??

I don't know whether i should start to panic or not...

On the 3rd,having my F3 paper,5th having my F2 paper and 10th having my F1 paper.

My studying status now....

F1
Exercises all done and covered all the chapters.Besides,i have five days after F2 to study.So,not much worrying there.

F2
- 2 mixed banks (20 questions each)
- 4 mock exams (50 questions each)
- 50 exam questions
All these are to be done in possibly tomorrow.

F3
This is my starting paper which means after tomorrow i have to start memorising and final revision...BUT i still have
- 7 mixed banks (20 questions each)
- 2 sets of exam questions (50 questions each)
- Objective questions (around 50 questions)
- 4 mock exams (50 questions each)
All these PLUS final revision should be done by the 2nd.

Should i shout for 911 now.....??

Nothing is right

Today is the day when EVERYTHING seems to NOT go RIGHT...

Usually in the morning,if mum asks to clean the porch and bathe the pups,i will just do it.But i don't know what is WRONG with me...i just felt that i have to ONLY study and not do it.So i ended up doing it RELUCTANTLY which all of you will know...doesn't feel nice.

Spent the afternoon doing that cause i woke up quite late.

While cleaning up,bro asked if i wanted to watch movie in the new cinema.I decided that i will allow myself to go IF i finish studying at 6.30pm.There i was from 4.00pm studying..and guess what time i finished...6.45pm.The movie that we wanted to watch starts at 7pm.So it was either we RUSH like mad or MISS it.Asked mum for permission and she didn't really like the idea of rushing..so back to the books till 7.30pm.After that..the brain just won't move and studying seems to be so ANNOYING even though i was doing quite okay in the exercises.Can't imagine if i didn't go okay..i think i would have torn the book into two.

Lie down awhile to try relax and get back to studying...FAILED.

End up playing SDO-X till now...still does not feels RIGHT.

Only a little more studying to do before i finish all the chapters..but i don't feel like studying.

WHAT SHOULD I DO........?

Christmas party at nursery

The nursery that i used to work organised an early Christmas Party for the kids and their parents.So,sis,her friend and me went to help out at 8am (I have not gotten up THIS early for a very long time)

My studies for the day had to PAUSE for this day =) Reasons to pause..How often do i do this?It is good to de-stress and have a little fun.

At 8.10am,we arrived on the door step.The teachers were already there.Nothing much to help out at first so we just chit chat and joke around.Then around 10am the workload began to increase and also the stress.First i was helping out with the cream puff.After that with the chicken pies.We had to made more than 100 pies and there was nothing pre-made.The real pie-rush was when the boss said "I will throw the leftovers away...".THROW?What a waste!That was when we really hurried and tried to make as many more as possible.Once it was done,i went to help out with the jelly.It was fun arranging them (learnt that part from my grandmother who is really fussy about presentation).

After all the preparation was done,time to quickly change and turn pretty (Should have taken a photo before and after)

Then.....parents and kids arrived..There was a Santa Claus distributing gifts to the kids.Some of the teachers had to serve the parents while the others serve the kids.When everything was done,then it was the teachers' turn to eat.Most of us only had a little cause we are so tired.But this year is much better.

These are some of the photos taken during the teachers' 'mum mum' time and some after that...

I always don't mind helping out especially with events like this cause it is SO FUN with the teachers...talking,joking,teasing...although once i reach home and after taking a bath,it is straight to bed for at least an hour.

Secondhand Serenade - Fall for you

FALL FOR YOU
By Secondhand Serenade

While i was going through the songs that bro downloaded..saw this,listened to it and INSTANTLY fell in love with it.

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

Going blind

As you all know...i now have 3 dogs at home,2 of them are pups.

This is not about the pups but about the other one,Brownie.He is almost 12 dog years which is equivalent to 84 human years.Recently,we found him to be so inactive,no running around,not much barking except when he gets excited about his daily walk,keep following anyone who passes him,basically..just not like how he was.

And then one day,when we were having our dinner and he was as usual,sitting beside,waiting for his DINNER as well..we noticed that if we move the food in front of him,there were no response from him.He just stared at the same place when the food would have been on his right or left.After awhile,then only will he move..

So,the next day,we went to the vet without him.It is a nightmare bringing him cause he gets so nervous and scared that he whines and anybody who has to hold him will be all scratched.We told the vet about his condition and hoping that there will be a cure.He said it must be a cataract.Operation can be performed but the technology and all that kind of stuff have not reached Malaysia.In other countries,to do it is EXPENSIVE.Alternatives?.....N-O-N-E.Not even anything to apply or medicine to stop the progress.Only thing is to take some vitamins with the hope that it will not deteriorate.

It is so difficult nowadays as he keeps walking into things.Can't imagine what it is like for him slowly losing his sight.Even if we have to pay a thousand or so,and considering that his life span is only up to 13-14 years,we still think it is worth it.Not only is it easier for us,but he also does not have to suffer.

Human cataract can be removed so easily nowadays....why can't they figure out something for the dogs as well and have it in Malaysia?

My days before exam

It has been almost A YEAR since I last sat for an exam.

So,you can imagine how rusty the brain is.

Since the start of November,I have not been going for lectures (there aren't any also cause we cancelled all =D ) and have been staying at home.

Beginning of the week was spent..playing badminton,being a busybody,taking care of the pups,dancing,watching tv,playing SDO-X...basically anything besides studying.And because of that,everything on my timetable got delayed and also i got more to do during the second week.

Today,last of day of the second week...managed to finish on time this week.Why?Because i didn't want to the extras.In order to reach my target for the day and because i was lazy to study during the day,had to spent a few nights studying till late at night.Only yesterday did i OBIDIENTLY finish it early..so rewarded myself with shopping and also whole night of tv.Now,it is only 5.45pm which means i have the rest of the day to do ANYTHING i want besides studying..That's the nice part of torturing myself for hours at a time.

Hopefully i will be this GOOD for the following weeks....

Something about me

A family friend emailed me an age character calculator.

And this is what i am suppose to be...

*Fun to be with
*Secretive
*Difficult to fathom and to be understood
*Quiet unless excited or tensed
*Takes pride in oneself
*Has reputation
*Honest
*Concern about people's feelings
*Tactful
*Friendly
*Approachable
*Very emotional
*Temperamental and unpredictable
*Moody and easily hurt
*Witty and sarky
*Sentimental
*Not revengeful
*Forgiving but never forgets
*Dislike nonsensical and unnecessary things
*Guides others physically and mentally
*Sensitive and forms impressions carefully
*Wary and sharp
*Judge people through observations
*Hardworking

For those who don't know me or cannot understand me,this may be helpful and for those who know me so well,what do you think?It is VERY ACCURATE?

Tired and stressed

AHHHH.....!!

I am SO TIRED!

Been exercising too much i think.Whole body is aching,worst than an old lady.

Played badminton on Sunday,Tuesday and Thursday.Is that a little too much?If i don't think so my body does..Yesterday my legs were aching till it was so difficult for me to concentrate on my studies.Read two or three lines and had to massage the leg.Luckily by the time i was about to sleep,it was better so could get my rest.

Today had dance class.No stamina to dance,complete a part of the routine (not the whole song) was breathless,and the sir forced me through three rountines.My postures were so out because my body just won't listen to me and refuse to be how it is suppose to.Aih..

Being tired is one thing,getting stressed is another.

These few days,I have not been feeling well.Every morning,wake up and it is tummy not well,don't feel like eating,feel like vomitting.Maybe the body knows that I am going to force it to sit through hours of torture which will only end next month.Not only that,pimples have been popping out one after another too.So sickening..

And i thought that the exercises will help reduce the stress....

SIGH........

Growth of the pups

I said before that i will update you all on the puppies progress but then..was so busy taking them for their jabs and at the same time travelling up and down Penang..didn't have the time to blog about it.

So,i thought i might as well summarise them in a post.I think the photos are enough to tell how much they have grown.........

A lot of difference?

These days...

These days...

What do i do?Hm....mostly getting stressed up cause i have to force myself to study and resist all the temptations at home.Whatever that can get me away from studying are temptations..So,usually by night time,i will be regretting for not studying enough during the daytime and thinking of whether i should go to the State Library to study.But when morning comes....a lot of things will make me change my mind such at the very hot weather,not enough time,difficult to find parking....all sorts that did not exist when i was considering it at night.

Since i get stressed up,so will have to release my them.What do i do?At first,it was going out shopping until the $$$ ran out.Then,it was going to play badminton with friends which was so fun because you get to laugh,joke around and forget for a moment about those books waiting for you at home.But to get friends to play is so difficult these days as everyone is either busy studying or working..so mummy asked me to join her group.Well..i have only one thing to say about playing with them,VERY TIRING..because i have to do all the running since i am the youngest there.Luckily,i have been playing with my cousins before this,so my body didn't ache that much.

That's what i have been doing recently..

Just found out that my sister has declared herself unavailable to blog until after the exams...should i declare that too?

Coursemates and lectures

My classes have ended.We (course mates and me) cancelled our classes for the whole month of November to prepare for our exam in December.So,the last day of each lecture,we had our own photography session.

F1 - Accountant in Business

F2 - Management Accounting

F3 - Financial Accounting