Happy

I have not been taking any photos recently.As you all know,i was busy with badminton and also hanging out with friends.

Monday..i decided to go to the fort at Kuala Kedah to take some photos with sis and another friend.We left home a little late and also it was raining before we went.So,didn't manage to take any photos.

Then today,i decided to go out and take photos again.Wanted to go to the same place but it was already 6pm and the drive there takes around 20minutes.What's the next best place to go...PADDY FIELD!Together with a friend,we went there.It was not the usual spot i go to,but it was good enough for me to practice.

Been thinking

Thought it was a dream,and hope that it was,but it isn't.

I want something simple and easy.One which doesn't require so much effort.One which i can sit back and enjoy.

I am really tired and my heart thinks it is best that i just stop here.

I just don't want to know anything.I want to enjoy myself and my life.I want to concentrate on things which i should care about now.

Better think and decide about where i am going to study.Only a week before lectures start and i am still unsure.

Situation

Don't like..
Difficult,complicated situations.
Prefer something which..
I have control over,
doesn't involve people i care,
doesn't need me to stress about,
easy to deal with and come out with a decision.

Make decisions from the heart and use your head to make it work out.
-- Sir Girad

A day in KL

Stayed a night in Lunas.
Slept on the floor.
Hard and uncomfortable.
Woke up at 7am.
Early morning breakfast under coconut trees.
Love the food.
Mini shopping at the market.
Journey to KL.
Fell asleep for an hour.
Reach KL at noon.
Lunch at Subway and a little shopping.
Have a look at the apartment.
Journey back to AS.
Fell asleep twice.
Had dinner at Nibong Tebal.
YUMMY!
Stopped at Lunas.
Reach AS at 11.30pm.

I thought having slept a few hours in the car,i will have problem sleeping at night.Surprisingly no.I slept soundly till 11.30am.In awhile,going for badminton.Loving my active life... =)

Exercise

Life after exam is really wonderful.I can do ANYTHING without having to think of the books and whether i have done my work for the day or not.Unfortunately,it is going to end SOON.Not fair how i only get 3weeks holiday and my friends have 12weeks.

Since the start of 2010,i have been very lazy and inactive.Didn't exercise that much,only attended my dance class which was once a week.The rest of the week was spent at home,lazing around.

So,after my last paper,the first thing i thought of was going to play badminton.Made plans with friend and before i know it,i am addicted to badminton.Though the first time caused a lot of pain everywhere,but then after a week,i was back in the court.

Today is my 3rd time..So much fun,making me look forward to more of it with my siblings and friends =) Let's go again tomorrow (shoulder is aching now,hopefully my legs are okay)

Decisions

I dislike having to make decisions.
Left or right.
One or two.
Blue or red.
Why do i have to choose?
Can i just leave it,
and let God decides for me?

Having to weigh everything,
spoils the fun in them.

I just feel like not bothering,
not deciding,
not doing anything,
and just enjoy.

If it is meant to be mine,
it shall be mine,
no matter how long i take,
to decide.
F.A.T.E.

Feeling old

It has been more than 6 months since i last played badminton.Every part of my body was SO RUSTY,keep missing the shots.I think i need to play more often now and get back the feel.Not fun when i can't control my shots.I need my practice again.

After so long of not playing,i was afraid to overwork my body.Played and had breaks in between but still the muscles today are aching so badly.I wonder what will happen if i didn't have stops.

And to top that,i have dance class today which i have not been for almost 3 weeks.Can't imagine how i will be able to dance with the current aches and also how i will be moving tomorrow when i have another set of aches from dance.

Though aching everywhere,i still think it is better than exam stress.So,happy to have those aches cos it shows i am doing activities i like.

Back alive

Preparing for the last paper was a torture.Everyone around me was enjoying themselves while i had to be in the room to study.But,luckily the hours in the room paid off.The paper turned out better and more do-able compared to the one before.

FREEDOM!!!

After exam....
1. Ate herbal egg which bro peeled the skin off FOR ME.So nice of him right?
2. Had dinner at Mansion 32.
3. Drove to SP and played with puppies.
4. Drove back to AS.

Next morning...
1. Lots of cleaning..the porch,the garden,the dogs,the fish tank.
2. A little shopping.
3. Dinner and movie 'Karate Kid'.Nice and funny movie.Got to get the DVD for my papa to watch.Think he will enjoy it =)

On Wednesday...
1. Woke up at 7.15AM (first time me getting up so early since i don't remember when) to play badminton at 8AM.
2. Spending almost an hour looking for place to have breakfast cos everywhere we go seems to be closed (Thanks to SOMEONE)
3. REST

Life after exam is SO FUN when there are so many things to do.I need to find more things to occupy my time,make the most out of the two weeks holiday.

Dying again?

After the first paper,i have 3days before i sit for the other.It has been 2days since and i have gotten NOTHING into my head.How am i going to sit for the other paper?Which is also the first paper in my PROFESSIONAL part.First is scary enough,add 'professional' and 'nothing in my head' to it,i am predicting a HUGE disaster.

What can i do?I tried everything but nothing seemed to work.Guess i will just have to diligently sit in front of my book until Monday.Why is the time crawling now when it is suppose to fly?

One done

Yesterday was my first paper for this semester's exam.After going through exams so many time (this is my 4th time in 2 years),the nervous feeling is not really that great anymore.I was only looking forward to get it done.

The 3 hours during exam is always the fastest 3 hours in my life (so far).Because time flies,squeezing information from the brain and writing is a torture.No time to pause in between.It is really a race for time.

Financial Management (F9) was really tough.I did the PYQs and it was nothing like those.So,had to spend a little time to think of how to answer the question and also present it in a way that makes sense to the marker.Because of that,there were a few parts which i could not finish (I did write but it was in a rush).Kind of disappointed with this paper...

Anyway,that is the past.Now,focus on the next paper then i am free to enjoy myself.

*Neck ache oh neck ache...please go away!*

No more

My daily dose is all i need,
to keep me happy,
and smiling,
the whole day.

What to do?

I feel so....
I don't know how to say it.
I don't want to study but i have to.
I want to sit and watch tv but it feels wrong and there is nothing to watch.
I want to surf the net but there is nothing nice.
I want to sleep but i am not tired.
I want to shop but there is nothing for me to buy.
I want to talk to people but they always end up irritating me.
I want to go out but don't know where to.
I want to hang out with friends but i am not supposed to.

IS THIS EXAM STRESS?
Cos my exam is in 5 days.

Exam performance

'It’s very tempting to spend a lot of time on
social networking sites and get easily distracted by
other people, but you need to be protective of your
time and emotion leading up to your exams. Keep
focused on yourself, and limit your distractions
of anyone or anything that makes you feel bad, is
meaningless or unnecessarily occupies your mind in
an unhealthy way.'

- ACCA's SA June -

Exam AGAIN

Exams are coming!It was two months,then a month and now...A WEEK!Funny how after having to sit for them so many times,i still get nervous.

Still busy preparing for them.Losing the momentum day-by-day.I am SO TIRED of waking up and the first thing that comes to my mind is...

'STUDY!EXAMS ARE COMING.THEY ARE DIFFICULT.YOU ARE SO NOT PREPARED!'

So,i have been telling everyone how i wish i am not studying.But,as always,their reply will be..'Study life is the BEST.No need to worry about anything.Just concentrate on studying'.Who says there is no worries when studying?If it was just studying WITHOUT exams,then i do agree.But when it is WITH exams,it is a whole different story.No matter how prepared,there will still be the worry and stress.

Why can't i wake up and find that my exams are done?

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When you know that something doesn't suit you,
Will you still go for it?