Been thinking

Thought it was a dream,and hope that it was,but it isn't.

I want something simple and easy.One which doesn't require so much effort.One which i can sit back and enjoy.

I am really tired and my heart thinks it is best that i just stop here.

I just don't want to know anything.I want to enjoy myself and my life.I want to concentrate on things which i should care about now.

Better think and decide about where i am going to study.Only a week before lectures start and i am still unsure.

Situation

Don't like..
Difficult,complicated situations.
Prefer something which..
I have control over,
doesn't involve people i care,
doesn't need me to stress about,
easy to deal with and come out with a decision.

Make decisions from the heart and use your head to make it work out.
-- Sir Girad

A day in KL

Stayed a night in Lunas.
Slept on the floor.
Hard and uncomfortable.
Woke up at 7am.
Early morning breakfast under coconut trees.
Love the food.
Mini shopping at the market.
Journey to KL.
Fell asleep for an hour.
Reach KL at noon.
Lunch at Subway and a little shopping.
Have a look at the apartment.
Journey back to AS.
Fell asleep twice.
Had dinner at Nibong Tebal.
YUMMY!
Stopped at Lunas.
Reach AS at 11.30pm.

I thought having slept a few hours in the car,i will have problem sleeping at night.Surprisingly no.I slept soundly till 11.30am.In awhile,going for badminton.Loving my active life... =)

Exercise

Life after exam is really wonderful.I can do ANYTHING without having to think of the books and whether i have done my work for the day or not.Unfortunately,it is going to end SOON.Not fair how i only get 3weeks holiday and my friends have 12weeks.

Since the start of 2010,i have been very lazy and inactive.Didn't exercise that much,only attended my dance class which was once a week.The rest of the week was spent at home,lazing around.

So,after my last paper,the first thing i thought of was going to play badminton.Made plans with friend and before i know it,i am addicted to badminton.Though the first time caused a lot of pain everywhere,but then after a week,i was back in the court.

Today is my 3rd time..So much fun,making me look forward to more of it with my siblings and friends =) Let's go again tomorrow (shoulder is aching now,hopefully my legs are okay)

Decisions

I dislike having to make decisions.
Left or right.
One or two.
Blue or red.
Why do i have to choose?
Can i just leave it,
and let God decides for me?

Having to weigh everything,
spoils the fun in them.

I just feel like not bothering,
not deciding,
not doing anything,
and just enjoy.

If it is meant to be mine,
it shall be mine,
no matter how long i take,
to decide.
F.A.T.E.

Feeling old

It has been more than 6 months since i last played badminton.Every part of my body was SO RUSTY,keep missing the shots.I think i need to play more often now and get back the feel.Not fun when i can't control my shots.I need my practice again.

After so long of not playing,i was afraid to overwork my body.Played and had breaks in between but still the muscles today are aching so badly.I wonder what will happen if i didn't have stops.

And to top that,i have dance class today which i have not been for almost 3 weeks.Can't imagine how i will be able to dance with the current aches and also how i will be moving tomorrow when i have another set of aches from dance.

Though aching everywhere,i still think it is better than exam stress.So,happy to have those aches cos it shows i am doing activities i like.

Back alive

Preparing for the last paper was a torture.Everyone around me was enjoying themselves while i had to be in the room to study.But,luckily the hours in the room paid off.The paper turned out better and more do-able compared to the one before.

FREEDOM!!!

After exam....
1. Ate herbal egg which bro peeled the skin off FOR ME.So nice of him right?
2. Had dinner at Mansion 32.
3. Drove to SP and played with puppies.
4. Drove back to AS.

Next morning...
1. Lots of cleaning..the porch,the garden,the dogs,the fish tank.
2. A little shopping.
3. Dinner and movie 'Karate Kid'.Nice and funny movie.Got to get the DVD for my papa to watch.Think he will enjoy it =)

On Wednesday...
1. Woke up at 7.15AM (first time me getting up so early since i don't remember when) to play badminton at 8AM.
2. Spending almost an hour looking for place to have breakfast cos everywhere we go seems to be closed (Thanks to SOMEONE)
3. REST

Life after exam is SO FUN when there are so many things to do.I need to find more things to occupy my time,make the most out of the two weeks holiday.

Dying again?

After the first paper,i have 3days before i sit for the other.It has been 2days since and i have gotten NOTHING into my head.How am i going to sit for the other paper?Which is also the first paper in my PROFESSIONAL part.First is scary enough,add 'professional' and 'nothing in my head' to it,i am predicting a HUGE disaster.

What can i do?I tried everything but nothing seemed to work.Guess i will just have to diligently sit in front of my book until Monday.Why is the time crawling now when it is suppose to fly?

One done

Yesterday was my first paper for this semester's exam.After going through exams so many time (this is my 4th time in 2 years),the nervous feeling is not really that great anymore.I was only looking forward to get it done.

The 3 hours during exam is always the fastest 3 hours in my life (so far).Because time flies,squeezing information from the brain and writing is a torture.No time to pause in between.It is really a race for time.

Financial Management (F9) was really tough.I did the PYQs and it was nothing like those.So,had to spend a little time to think of how to answer the question and also present it in a way that makes sense to the marker.Because of that,there were a few parts which i could not finish (I did write but it was in a rush).Kind of disappointed with this paper...

Anyway,that is the past.Now,focus on the next paper then i am free to enjoy myself.

*Neck ache oh neck ache...please go away!*

No more

My daily dose is all i need,
to keep me happy,
and smiling,
the whole day.