Lazy

At the beginning of this semester..i SAID i will NOT study last minute anymore,right?

Well...what i said i will NOT do,i am doing it.I am so NOT PREPARED when i have around two months to exams,yet i don't have the mood to study.What is wrong with me?Where is that stress?Where is that push or motivation to study?Where did it go?And the bad thing is,the guilt i feel for not studying does not last long anymore.I will feel guiltyfor AWHILE.Once i am distracted,i FORGET about it and there i am,doing other things BESIDES studying.

How?What can i do to cure my laziness? =(